rachael, if you are reading this I hope you got to read those pages before they were removed. I saved them just in case you want to read them later, and I get to see you in person. I really meant everything on those pages.

in the meantime, should you happen to think of me, think the most positive beautiful thoughts you can, because  I'll be thinking the same when I think of you.

And in the meantime
Call me only with your silence
Leave me stranded on this island
Go without me on your pillow, on your skin
And in the meantime
Disbelieve in your suspicions
Reconsider your position, your desires
On your lips only my name that you will whisper
Then remember
Take all the time that you need
I'll be waiting every moment
In the meantime

from
In The Meantime
By Gloria Estefan